I may not be perfect, i’m not aiming for perfection too, dati siguro, pero narealize ko I cannot, I should not, I need not. God is with me and He is all I need. Thankful for my friends na hinahayaan ako magminister sa kanila, I feel so grateful that I can serve the Lord. May nakita ako na quote na the people who have low self confidence most likely are the people who criticize other people to make themselves feel better. I saw my past dun sa quote na yun, ngayon I just want to lift other people up, It gives me such joy. Ayako na nung lumang ako, yung lumang ako di kyang sabihn to sa public katulad nito pero dahil gusto ko ipakita sa inyo na we can change by God’s grace. I’m still a big time worrier, work in progress such big work pa. Mainitin padin ulo ko, time waster padin ako, i tend to depend on my own strength padin at madami pa, pero pinipilitin ko na magbago, di ko kaya to magisa, through Him padin tong pagbabbagong to:)
my confidence has always been below average level hehe, when I got honors during graduation I felt like I did not deserve it, I felt like I knew nothing and I would only disgrace my school. I was right that I did not deserve it, but because God loves me so much He gave me that honors, I believe that it is only by God’s grace. So now I see my honors as a blessing rather than thinking of such senseless thoughts . God is with me, who can be against me. Now that is confidence. God centered confidence! :)
who’s le gentleman in the picture? well he is David Karp, cute ain’t he? He’s not an actor though, not a model either.
I just came across this tumblr post where there were three pictures of guys, one was mr zuckerberg, the other man i don’t remember but he is the founder of myspace then this guy, well ladies and gentleman, he is the founder of our beloved tumblr, the Mr TumblrFoundr :)) I just found out i was shocked too! guys like these are for keeps, beauty and brains guy version :))
Thank you Mr Karp for creating a platform for us to express ourselves yet still connecting to few of our friends who share the same sentiments as us.
:)) :3 New crush! :))
i always wanted to be one! doodln’ stuffs, my dream. but i’m not gifted haha even my handwriting would be a testimony of how i can’t be little miss artsy, even my fashion sense haha, i sometimes dress like a candy cane haha. I can’t be who I am not so i just give up. haha
huh, this blog is becoming a personal blog haha. and a text blog, well i’ll try posting pictures but yeah i’m gonna talk about what happened today.
I went to robinsons galleria *oh how i missed that place* for my medical exam, i will never forget this day, I just realized i made the right decision for not taking nursing as my course. I WON’T LAST A DAY, so I salute you all nurses out there. The process was not that long I just had bumps and roadblocks haha I cannot talk about it in detail because they are so embarrassing . then right after that i tried to look for corporate clothes though all i have with me were gift cheques so i ended up not being able to buy anything. I purposely left my money home so that i won’t be able to buy anything :)) Good strategy but really hard . I want to buy something so bad but I can’t but it feels good that when you get home you did not spend much :))
Sobra akong kinkabahan, kahit sarili ko di ko kayang bigyan ng confidence haha. pero eto, ang mahalaga God centered confidence na alam kong di ko kaya kung sarili ko lang pero dahil anjan ka Lord walang impossible. Sobra kong sisipagan hindi lang para sa sarili ko kundi lalo na sa mga taong sobrang naniniwala sakin. dati ang pinaghuhugutan ko ng ay yung mga tao na hindi naniniwala sakin pero ngaun mas msarap at mas nakakainspire gumawa pag magnda ang source ng inspiration. :))
Lord, ayaw ko po mapahiya yung mga tao na naniniwala sa akin, kaya para sa kanila at sa inyo po ito .
finally! haha. can’t really blog about it cause i’m tired, so i’m gonna sleep right now. zzz.
